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If I'm supporting, why aren't you?

Twenty Wishes - By s'bas-chen

I wish, i wish, with all my might,
i wish, upon a star so bright.
i wish for happiness all around;
i wish for nights without a sound.
i wish for weeks, with days of eight;
i wish your smile would never fade.
i wish to plant an evergreen;
i wish to feature in magazines.
i wish for strength when i am weak;
i wish my sink will never leak.
i wish to see you soundly sleeping,
i wish to know of what you're dreaming,
i wish my promises never break;
i wish to get a chocolate cake.
i wish to see you nice and safe,
i wish to be your unwavering faith.
i wish to have a lot of money,
i wish to use it to buy a bunny.
i wish to go back 'til i was sixteen,
i wish i wasn't really eighteen.

wow. seriously.

basically, the interesting stuffs that happened today are:

1. went down to ITE in the morning to get my friend out of trouble
2. went to jurong east library to read books
3. went to jjc to escort stephanie/termite
4. get sushed by the librarian at bishan library
5. sent stephanie/termite to third language centre
6. rabbit stew
7. went to kopitiam to drink teh (50cents only)
8. went to bishan library again, got sushed three times by the librarian for talking too loud on phone
9. went back to the front of the language centre to wait for stephanie; started to panic cos i didn't know whether steph went home already or not
10. stephanie/termite finally came out; sigh of relief
11. went to eat dinner
12. when i snap my fingers you'll become a chicken
13. brain got fried, sentences came out jumbled and stuff
14. went home
15. read email, I GOT MY FIRST NUFFNANG AD~!! (appearing on sunday)
16. termite
17. oh yar, i tore out the sleeves of one of my chingay tshirt for this saturday's bbq, theme is TRIBAL

"Adulthood leaves behind

Childhood's joy's & delights,

To retreat into dark chambers

Of minds & hearts curled tight...

Man distorts the natural order

With his free spirit he prunes;

Why do we begin as butterflies,

And end up as cocoons?"

- Catherine Lim -

I'm doing up a plan, for my physical conditioning.
Seriously, i need one.

NAPFA standard 2.4km run for Males aged 18 requires us to at least run the distance within 13 minutes and 20 seconds to pass.
Take that time, multiply it by 4.17 (10km divided by 2.4) and you have about 56 minutes. To run 10km. and this is just to PASS.

My average walking speed is 5.5km/h, which means i'll take almost 2 hours if i walked the whole distance. My target, however, is to complete 10km within 40 minutes, which means i have to complete 1 km every 4 minutes. It's gonna be a killer.

and i only have 2 months.

Pon & Zi, By Jeff Thomas and Azuzephre

i dunno whether they're two different people, or just the same guy with a nickname

This is a screen shot taken from 7-hand poker. Count the number of twos in the picture.

I can't feel my legs anymore.
jogged/ran a total of 4 times today, i think i covered approx 15 clicks
Intensive physical training is a must. i've allowed myself until mid-april to cover the full length of the mini-marathon. then after that i must at least cover up 15 clicks within one and a half hours. then i'll most probably have no problem running 10.

Other than running alot today, i also drew alot. and as you can see above, played 7HP alot too. I threw away the sonnet that i was working on few days before, cos after reviewing it again today, i felt that it was rather sucky. i'd better get back all my literature skills fast, so i can write a proper sonnet. Literature-flash-revision, here i come.

termite-rabbit.

Finally persuaded my dad to let me use his mastercard to sign up for the saucony-100plus passion run. it's 10km long, not even half a proper marathon, but since i've not joined any runs for a long time, i thought i'll give it a try. you can sign up to be a participant or a volunteer here. (click the "here")

Went out early in the morning twice to start training up, jogged about 5km in the morning, around 12-1 am, and around 7km in at 8-9 am. clocked an hour plus for the latter, bullshit timing. this is what you get for missing physical conditioning for a year plus, i was much better last time. If i want to get to the top few i better improve on distance AND timing.

My dad was reluctant to let me join at first. His reason? "you hadn't ran in ages, and suddenly you expect me to pay for your entrance fee to some mass-run at the other side of singapore??", so i counter argued "Pa, it's only twelve bucks, and i didn't want you to sponsor me, i'll pay you twelve bucks." then after that he said okay.

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove.
O no, it is an ever fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wand'ring barque,
Whose worth's unknown although his height be taken.
Love's not time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.

If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

- Shakespeare's Sonnet 116

Playlist Shuffle

How to Play

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Name 5 people you've interacted with before this quiz


How are you feeling today?
Say It Right- Nelly Furtado
Nope, not right at all.... inspiration's not hitting me in the head, and strawberry milk's finished.

Will you get far in life?
Techno Cocaine - Benny Benassi
Err... if i deal in cocaine in techno pubs??? i dunno

How do your friends see you?
Bleed It Out - Linkin Park
GOING OUT OF MY F***ING MIND (it's one of the verses, if you noticed)

Will you get married?
Give It to Me Remix - Timbaland ft. Various Artists
I guess that means a yes. Although i don't see myself anywhere near that

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Box Full of Sharp Objects - The Used
Err... I don't think so. I doubt krys even listens to metal. Maybe she changed alot when she moved to australia or sth.

What is the story of your life?
Darkside - Aphrodite and DJ Greg Packer
dark.....very dark...........

What was high school like?
Street Fighter (Psycho Version) - Dynamic v.s Eskimo
high school is secondary school right??? lol. street fighter. very true.

How can you get ahead in life?
We Be Burnin' - Sean Paul
Err... by becoming a pyromaniac?? or choosing fire as my discipline?

What’s the best thing about your friends?
Fight Club Theme - Chemical Brothers
Err....

What’s in store for this weekend?
24's - TI
24 hours everyday... not only for the weekend

Describe your grandparents.
Bailando - Yaga Y Mackie Ranks
i don't even understand the song's title or language

How’s your life going?
Beautiful Girl's Remix - Jojo
i don't think i've got any relationship troubles, taking into consideration i'm not in any

What song will they play at your funeral?
Magic Stick (ft. 50 Cent) - Lil' Kim
NOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooo....... I don't have a magic stick, and in the first place, if i had one, i wouldn't die right

How does the world see you?
Take Me Away (Club Mix) - DJ Kosmonova
errr.... i'm trying to escape from reality? something like that

Will you have a happy life?
Fly Me To The Moon - Julie London
I think that's a yes, I LOVE THIS SONG

Do people secretly lust after you?
Bad Boy 1 (UK Garage DnB) - MC Vapour
i don't know what that means

How can you make yourself happy?
Dale Don Dale - Don Omar
Another song with a language i don't understand, but it's nice

What should you do with your life?
Ecstacy - Darude
ECSTACY AGAIN. i am NOT dealing with drugs. NEVER.

Will you ever have children?
The Future Freaks Me Out - Motion City Soundtrack
the future freaks me out. sure it does. maybe i'll adopt one

What song would you strip to?
Lil' Star - Kellis
I'm not planning to strip, EVER. and this song's too un-sexy

What does your mum think of you?
Over - Lindsay Lohan
she thinks over me? in a control freak-ish kinda way i guess

What is your deep, dark secret?
Bass Attack 303 - Basshunter
Fine, fine. I admit. I'm addicted to base

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
再生绿 - TVB Series Theme Song's
I downloaded this for my mom. I dunno what it means.

What’s your personality like?
Voice of Buddha - Buddha Bar
Intuition, basically. No logical thinking for me

What song will be played at your wedding?
Bad Clock 04 - Sebastian Liéger
Wow, what a coincidence. Sebastian's song for Sebastian's Wedding.

5 people i've interacted with recently.... ephraim, peehua, xiurong, jonathan.... all on msn

"I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all. "

-Alfred, Lord Tennyson

the fifteenth of march

Colossians 3:12-14

"Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly beloved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity."

The one formerly known to us as Miss Melanie Lee, has united in Holy Matrimony with Mr. Darren Soh in Wesley Methodist Church on this day, and is now known as Mrs. Melanie Soh.

i bloody swear that what happened today was the most sweet and touching thing that ever happened luh. Maybe it was the whole wedding-in-a-chapel thing. Maybe it was the beautiful sight of two people in love with each other coming together, or maybe it was an eye irritation, but i cried a little during the exchange of vows. referring to my previous post about love, this is nature taking its course. Two people who truly loved each other were set free by the one who loved them, but fate has it that nature brought them back together, and now shall live happily ever after, 'til death they do part.

I guess this is gonna be the closest thing i'm ever gonna get to a marriage luh, excluding the future marriages of my siblings, where i'll be even closer, as family. Nature ain't kind to me, but i don't mind. If the path that was chosen for me is a lonely one, so be it. what can i do. and yes, i'm being a little emo here, but still, it was touching, to me, seeing two people that were meant to be, finally come together to spend the rest of their lives.

The groom, Darren, exchanged vows and wedding bands with Melanie, then he lifted Melanie's veil, and kissed her. Then he realised that the pastor hasn't said that he was allowed to kiss the bride. After the pastor announced to everyone that was there to witness. Then he kissed her again. LOL. And Melanie described us who were invited there as "a bunch of ravenous polytechnic students" to the pastor. and Nicholas went and said very loudly, "Yes, That's us". gawd, that's like the most embarassing thing ever. THEN we realised that three rows down, was another bunch of "ravenous polytechnic students", which i guess was also invited by Melanie.

For better, or for worse.

THANK YOUR GODS IT'S FRIDAY, I'M A FREE-THINKER

okay, basically, today i went out with steph to go to ikea to get something first, then head down to tiong bahru to watch 'The Leap Years'. Met her up at jurong east, then headed down to queenstown. upon reaching the station, we realised that we didn't know what bus to take, so we walked all the way there. we were quite high when walking luh, we walked on the roads without even checking whether there were cars, and the roads were empty when we were gonna cross it, but everytime we were halfway through, cars would show up from nowhere. and we saw the indian international school. that had a school flag that looked middle-eastern to me.

When we finally reached ikea, i was talking about the japanese suicide case that happen near my home when i was young. i walked pass a japanese lady when saying "THE JAPANESE MAN DIED".
went into ikea, headed straight to the boxes area. i measured the bloody bottles i was gonna put in, but couldn't find boxes of the right size, so i got a bloody huge one. that looked very rattan-ish. the cashier that attended to me had the word 'rou' in her name. steph was very amused by that. and i was amused at how the actress in the potrait (forgot her name again) looks like zhong qing.

after ikea, we took 33 all the way down to tiongbahru plaza. i SWEAR i have never gone to the place luh, it looked so alien to me. we bought the tickets for the 1610 movie, then went around to help me look for stuff to cushion the wine bottles, but to no avail. we went into the cinema bloody early luh, the lights were on, nothing was on the screen. we got seats infront of two girls luh, then i had to literally lie on my back cos i don't wanna block them luh.

then the most interesting thing happened. This middle-aged lady came into the cinema, sat on the seat infront of me. then she shifted to the row infront of her, but shifted back when someone came and told her that those seats were taken. then she moved to the last row on the right side, but was told the same thing, so she shifted back. through out the movie she shifted to various positions, including the third row from the front (i counted) and back infront of me. then she walked up to the exit behind us, then walked back down to the exit infront, and went out. after awhile she came back in from THAT exit, which was supposed to be ONE WAY ONLY. she sat back at the front few rows, then a cinema attendant went to the front and closed the door properly. after awhile the middle-aged lady got up and went out there again, but never came back in.

i swear, the old lady was more interesting than the movie luh, steph and i was laughing throughout, even at the not so cheerful parts. but the movie was interesting also. we got to crack ALOT of jokes, i remember something about all the ppl who were fierce being ENTJ or something, ahahaha. and we also laughed at qi yiwu's english. and that at one point, the word apart was written literally apart, as 'a part'. The sentence was something about missing you and being torn "a part", so we joked that some one was pulling out pieces of flesh from the person. something like that.

halfway through the movie, i received a WHOLE BLOODY LOT of PHONE CALLS. normally i only get one a day if i'm lucky luh, but i counted seven when i was watching the movie. steph got an sms from her mom telling her that her mom's chinese mcd friends were coming over, and when she reached home don't be afraid. AHAHAH. DONT BE AFRAID. sounds like the friends were like members of the triads or something. then when the movie ended she received another sms saying the triad weren;t going to the house anymore.

steph had to gome home before 1800, but it was already 1805 when we came out. so we had to go straight back home. at redhill station, steph stepped out of the mrt dunno for what, no one was alighting at all. then halfway through the trip, a business woman behind steph said "OHH I FORGET ABOUT YOOO" with a very funny accent. and we snickered alot because of that. i alighted at clementi after that, cos i gotta get stuff.

okay, nothing interesting already.

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Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system.

You should forward this warning to your friends. If you do not have any friends, you have already been infected with WORK.

A Salute to the Soldiers in Middle-East

you stay up for 16 hours.

He stays up for days on end.

You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.

You complain of a 'headache', and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
You talk trash about your 'buddies' that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
You complain about how hot it is.
He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.
You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.
He doesn't get to eat today.
Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.
He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.
You go to the mall and get your hair redone.
He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today.
You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over.
He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.
You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight.
He waits for the mail to see if there is a letter from home.
You hug and kiss your girlfriend, like you do everyday.
He holds his letter close and smells his love's perfume.
You roll your eyes as a baby cries.
He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they'll ever meet.
You criticize your government, and say that war never solves anything.
He sees the innocent tortured and killed by their own people and remembers why he is fighting.
You hear the jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him.
He hears the gunfire, bombs and screams of the wounded.
You see only what the media wants you to see.
He sees the broken bodies lying around him.
You are asked to go to the store by your parents. You don't.
He does exactly what he is told even if it puts his life in danger.
You stay at home and watch TV.
He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep, and eat.
You crawl into your soft bed, with down pillows, and get comfortable.

He tries to sleep but gets woken by mortars and helicopters all night long.

I'm doing this because i suppost the troops.

If you don't support the troops well, then don't send this out.

You won't die in 7 days, your love life won't be affected, and you won't have the worst day ever. You don't have to do any of this.

It's not like you know the men and women that are dying to preserve your rights.

Are You Screwed?

I've noticed that many people are complaining how they're screwed by things nowadays.

FRET NOT, MY GOOD PEOPLE, FOR THERE IS ALWAYS A SOLUTION,

in this case:

Call 1800-I-AM-SCREWED for more details

Love: What is it?

The word 'Love' in the english language holds many meanings. It can be used to describe something that gives little pleasure, or it could be used to describe and intense feeling of affection and emotional state. 'Love', to most of us, is the only true, pure emotion that gives meaning to most, if not all of our lives.

Throughout history, philosophy and religion had done the most speculation on the phenomenon that we call 'Love'. Then came the science of psychology, and with it, followed evolutionary sciences and biology, in the attempts of understanding and explaining the primary function of 'Love'. Recent studies in neuroscience indicated that as people fall in love, the brain consistently releases a certain set of chemicals which act similar to amphetamines, stimulating the brain's pleasure center and leading to side-effects such as an increased heart-rate and loss of appetite, and therefore explaining what we experience when we are attracted to someone.

But can science really explain Love?
*disclaimer: the following text that are about to follow may infuriate you, and if you are easily angered, please do not read on. From this point onwards, i do not take responsibility for destroying what used to have a great meaning in your life. Just skip all the way to the last paragraph if you wish to.

One thinks that love is the only true, pure emotion, but it actually isn't so. Love, is actually one of the most selfish emotions ever, but hiding behind it is an even greater meaning: our will to power! When you love someone, do you actually love the person, or love the feeling that he or she brings you? Those who're defensive might go "yes, i actually DO love my partner as a person", but, think deeper, and you might realise that, no matter how you argue, the second option still seems likely.

When you're looking at love from the same angle that i am, you'll see that love is where to mutually selfish people come together because they make each toher feel better. The same can be said for your love of things, you like them because of the feeling they bring when you use them, or when you see them. Underlying all love is our strive towards ownership and extend our power. Our love or social relationships is when people encounter similar efforts on the part of other bodies and ends by coming to an arrangement with those of them that are sufficiently related to it, and conspire together for that power.

When we say we love someone, we will usually think that we know whats best for him/her. Why? Because we want to impose ourselves onto them; our will to power likes it when someone listens to us, because its a sign that we are in control, that we are powerful. We only love things that does or say things that we like because it is an ego boost; and hate things that says or does things that make us feel bad, constantly avoiding them because they hurt our ego

We only make friends that agree with us, we say things that is acceptable inside our clique because we expect them to say something that is pleasing in return, to reaffirm our very existence for power. The same can be said when we do charity for the poor: We always expect a thank you in return, or expect them to smile and nod and treat us with respect. When they don't, we label them as rude, ungrateful.

Our inborn self-defense mechanism too, serves only to protect our powerful ego. Do you always find yourself putting blame on something else? That is the work of our self-defense mechanism. To deny our own inferiority, we tend to blame external factors for our frustrations, and never our own powerful ego.

up to this point i wish to clarify that all these are just what i wish to share with you people, and some of it isn't really in my context, but what i agree with. I do not wish to change them and risk changing the meaning that i want to put through, but i risk being labled as a plageurise-er. and i also have a sudden craving for egg rolls from a particular brand

True love, however, does exist. If you truly love something, you will not expect anything in return for your love. This is the true selfless, pure love. If you truely love someone, you will not try to intervene in their lives. True love is letting nature take its course.

If you truely love someone, set him/her/it free

went out blading last night, then went home and slept for a couple of hours. woke up this morning with a blocked nose and a very serious tummy-ache. turns out drinking the bottle of green tea in the fridge that was left over from sunday wasn't such a good idea afterall...

I have no idea what i'm gonna do today. Life's exciting like this, you don't know what you're gonna do next, but it sucks when nothing interesting comes about.

Last semester in RP, we did a brief discussion on the topic of respect for module G104, Contemporary Issues in Culture and Aesthetics, which i believe must be brought into discussion again.

I believe that, Respect is a Right and not a Privilege, that is to say, any living or non-living being or object, has a right to be Respected. Anyone and anything should be respected, just for being who or what they are, and that is the bare minimum of respect that i believe should be given to anyone, even if you do not know the person. If you fail to even give the opposite party that little amount of respect, then you have lost that base level of respect that was your birthright. My great-grandmother used to say to me before her passing, "su lang bo su din, su din, lan jiao bin", which means to say, you can lose to others in many ways, but lose their respect, then you're a cuntface/dickhead. When you lose that bare minimum of respect, then you're basically not even fit to be seen in broad daylight.

Bringing yesterday's incident into the topic: I understand that all of you who are jieyang's friends posted those comments to defend him, basically that's what i did to defend jonathan on jieyang's blog. If you stood in my shoes for a moment, you would have seen that what i did for jonathan was basically the same as what you did for jieyang,i believe we would always help our friends compared to an outsider, no matter right or wrong

I admit that the comments i made were rather mean, and i apologised to jieyang for the comments that i made, although the bottom line still stays. Jieyang, too, had said that he was sorry about what he commented on his blog, and we agreed not to bring up this matter between us anymore. This way, jieyang raised the respect that i had from him, away from that bare minimum, and i now i have a much higher level respect for him. After all, it was wrong of me to have butt in like this.

On the otherhand, those of you who had commented on my tagboard did not, your tags failing to show courage, but more importantly, showing much disrespect, not only to me but for some, to those who are studying in Republic Polytechnic.

I assure you that, in terms of I.Q, we who study in RP or other polytechnics, most definitely will not lose to you people who study in JCs

This is not a laughing matter. The misconception of polytechnic students being "lousier" than those who are in JC is prominent in middle-aged singaporeans, but i'm ashamed that you people, who are all around my age and are supposedly more open-minded, still think this way. Well, here's soimething for you to think about: there are people with scores that are around yours or even better, that choose to settle in a diploma course in the polytechnic of their choice, and in one case that i know of, even settled in ITE because he believes that ITE is the path he should take. Tell me now, do any of these people "lose" to you in terms of your results? i believe not. In fact, they might be much better, in a sense that they have already decided on their path in life

another tag that really pisses me off: do not act like who you aren't. no point hiding behind a screen and acting like a bloody ahbeng when you have no clue about how they actually are. comenmeetup, don't you even dare try and intimidate me, you have no idea what i've done or what i'm capable of.

i rest my case.

half done artwork:

did the black one with a huge marker, silver one was done by sticking masking tape over half the board and then cutting out the butterfly, before spray painting over
looks okay, maybe need to put the black infront instead, and add colors

woke up at around 6 in the morning today, recently i've been sleeping alot. thinking about the last post yesterday, i decided to change my blog layout because fifi said that in my last layout, "the black spot doesn't match the yellow"..

read the newspapers, nothing interesting (to me) was on it. i'm gonna continue my artwork, maybe find some interesting stuff to post at the same time...

pardon me for the incomplete sentences, not really awake right now

updates: i'm cool with jieyang/the sidelined student, its the fake ahbeng thats irritating me

• i'm done spraypainting my artwork
• steph says that i'll never hit her highest blog reader count
• jieyang turns out to be aiming to work in the advertising industry too, like me
• i still can't look for lazy ways to earn money
• my paypal's running low
• i'm thinking of doing a new blogskin. again.
• added some lost links
• removing the tags that defile my tagboard, after all you regulars read them
• the invite is still open: want to settle anything with me, just ask
• my younger bro came back awhile in the evening and said i had a watermark on my arm
• this posting isnt really arranged, its just random
• i'm doing this because i'm bored
• i sprained my leg while practicing my kicks, which i haven't done in a long time
• just realised i forgot to practice the stances and the punches; palms i'm good enough already
• yeah, my ahgong taught me martial arts, i practice them. you got a problem?

today, i wish to point out something which i cannot take lying down

there's a certain "sidelined student" that wishes to wage war with jonathan, and his blog postings can be found here. with an attitude like his, its no wonder he's 'sidelined'. He thinks there's something wrong with jonathan's blog being theubercoolguy, and he wants to talk about jonathan misunderstanding the facts

the 'certain aspects' that he discussed about are:

• jonathan being not cool or handsome

well, Mr. "sidelined student", who made YOU the authority on being cool or handsome? just by looking at your first point, we know that you're a major nit-picker, so if you can't find more concrete things to talk about, *quote* "you just suck" by saying that he is not cool or handsome

• according to him, the first point is based on the assumption that jonathan is comparing with normal people, and not losers that are despised all around

fine, then i guess you pretty much fit all aspects of being a 'loser'

• jonathan contorts his sentences to call the 'sidelined student' a hypocrite who offers extreme opinions

there's no need to contort any of my sentences: LOSER

the rest you people can read it yourself.

Apparently he has commented about my tags on his blog in his recent blog entry. To me, it doesn't seem like he's directing any against me, but if he is, then it just shows that he doesn't dare, or *quote again* fire without fuel, him being the fire and his balls being the fuel. he doesn't even realised that in his latest posting, he included a double-edged sword. quote:

"If you do not provoke/infuriate/irritate others with your behaviour, comments, or anything, people will just leave you alone. It's only when you are an idiot and do weird stuff, then people will comment."

well, i guess he's looking at a mirror right there, it seems to me he was talking about himself

MR. SIDELINED STUDENT, I CHALLENGE YOU

If you're unhappy about my posts, feel free to direct any comment to me in my cbox, STRAIGHT TO MY FACE, and not hide behind some facade that you carry around like a blanket

and if you wish to know the REAL reason why others call me "kohconut", please inform me and i might just show you

*edit: the war between jonathan and jieyang, also known as the sidelined student, has been brought away from the public and down to a personal level. i'm fine with him now, as long as he doesn't start anything.

first things first:

anyone wanna earn a teeny bit of money from leaving a link sent to you in an email open for 30 seconds? if so, please nudge me on msn for more information

okay, change of topic

the bulk of today was spent on pasting masking tape over my soon-to-be-completed masterpeice, "harbinger of chaos".. sounds intimidating doesn't it, but wait til you see it for yourself ._.

the masking tape's for keeping the spraypaint off from the areas which i don't want spray painted, and that's usually most of my paintings. okay, i'm dumb for even incoporating spraypainting into the details, but its worth the effort.

after sticking the tape for almost 5hours, i was finally done, so i came back to my computer and started checking out people's blogs. then i found the survey that i did this morning on both steph's and jon's blogs.. it sure spreads fast, hahahaha... and anyways jon, when i said that my bed only has one side, i meant because most of the time i sleep on the floor, you dumb himbo.. jkjk.......AHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

(calling someone from hwa chong a himbo..may god strike me dead)

(i'm a free thinker, i don't have one)

another thing: i know this march holidays aren't being kind to those of you who's from JCs, it being rainy and all, but life ain't kind, deal with it.

thankyou.

AUTOBIOGRAPHY

-Prologue-

1. Who took your profile picture?
- I did

2.Exactly what are you wearing right now?
- boardshorts, SPF polo tee, ankle guard

3. What is your current problem?
- My not-long-enough-but-not-so-short-either hair

4. What makes you most happy?
- FOOD

5. What's the name of the song you're listening to?
- alexisonfire - boiled frogs
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Chapter 1:ABOUT YOU

1.NiCKNAME?
- s'bas-chen, kohconut

2. Eye color?
- Brown

3. Nail color?
- what it's supposed to be

4.Height?- 1.83m/6ft
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Chapter 2: FAMILY ♥

1. Do you love your parent(s)?
- yes i do

2. Do you get along with your parents?
- most of the time

3. Are your parents chill?
- what chill?

4. Do you have any Siblings?
- Elder sis, younger bro
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Chapter 3: FAVORITE ♥

1. Ice Cream?
- Vanilla

2. Season?
- Monsoon season

3. Book?
- Mutus Liber

4. Band?
- don't have one

5. Food?
- Anything sweet

6. Drink(s)?
- Coke

7. Pen color?
- Blue

8. Store?
- Those along Bugis street, or at the third storey of Golden Mile market

9. Persons?
- All my friends *big grin*
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Chapter 4: DO YOU ♥

1.Write on your hand?
- Seldom

2. Call people back?
- Of course, its rude not to

3. Believe in love?
- Guess so

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
- My bed only has one side
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Chapter 5: HAVE YOU ♥

1. Kissed someone in the past 48 hours?
- no

2. If so...where?
- nowhere

3. Had PHYSICAL therapy?
- yea, for my walking when i was around 13

4. Gotten surgery?
- never

5. Taken painkillers?
- yes, considering the number of accidents i've gotten myself into before

6. Overdosed on pain killers?
- Nope

7. Been stung by a bee?
- YES, when i was VERY YOUNG

8. Threw up in a doctors office?
- Nope
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Chapter 6: WHO/WHAT WAS THE LAST ♥

1. Person to text you?
- Wait, lemme check... stephanie

2. where is #1?
- How would i know?

3. Thing you said?
- Good morning to my mom

4. Person you hugged?
- my giant snoopy

alright, today i went down the the heartware network office over at bishan for the CSSP facilitator's interview, but i'm not gonna blog about that cos there really isn't anything interesting, and for details on the few interesting things that DID happen, you can read them over at steph's or jon's blogs

i'm supposed to finish up my work that will be titled 'harbinger of chaos', but i'm running out of paint and sprays, so i better make sure i have enough. when it's done i'm gonna post a photo up here. Seriously, there isn't really anything interesting for me to do during the holidays except to draw and to paint, because i'm starting to get sick and tired of facing my computer screens for more than six hours a day

the bbq for the SIC/GIC/DIC people of chingay dream team '08 has been postponed to 22nd march. that's damn far away; it's only the 10th today... and steph's complaining about it being when school [excluding poly(s)] has reopened.. well, at least that gives you something to do til then, i'm starting to run out of ideas to entertain myself

nguh, there's nothing to blog about today. What be your nerd type?

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Descendant of Cancer: Star of the Sage Born on the Twenty-Second of June, First day of the reign of Cancer, the Sage star, your wisdom lies on multiple planes; you are versed in the septum artes prohibitae, and yet you are humble, offering your wisdom to those who you deem are worthy
Musician
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Literature Nerd
Anime Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Drama Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

after doing all the vacuuming and mopping and washing, i've decided that i'm too lazy to iron the clothes.. no one went out much in the first place, so there really isn't much to iron anyway

first, watch/listen closely to these two prank call videos:






then, when you're done laughing your heads off, go to sleep.

sundays ain't fun-day

Sunday again. i dread sundays.

sundays are house-cleaning days, and because my siblings aren't at home, that means i'm gonna have to do the whole set of household chores AGAIN.

List of things to do:
1) Tidy whole apartment
2) Vacuum whole apartment
3) Mop whole apartment
4) Wash toilet
5) Iron clothes

And i have to get ALL THIS done before 7, else i'm gonna be late for dinner, unless i can try to convince my parents to order some fast-food delivery

i better start now.

Mr. Mas Selamat Kastari and his relations with the great lion country of the south (of malaysia)

upcoming movie, remember to catch it, if you can *pun intended*

Mas Selamat seems to have disappeared from the news. The last thing i remember hearing was MM Lee saying that Mas Selamat would most likely NOT pose a threat, assuming he's still in Singapore.... abit late for that newsflash, i think.

There are many things i want to discuss about the incident. First, HOW DID A LIMPING MAN ESCAPE??? my friend theodore, master of conspiracies, thinks that the police let him go on purpose, to test us singaporeans' unity and strength in 'times of crisis'. PUH-LEESE, no matter how i try to piece it together, there's no way he could have escaped, unless he managed to flush himself out.

If the SPF really DID let him out on purpose (because they know that he's no threat if they kept tabs on him), then i guess their plan backfired, and mr. Mas Selamat got away, and got in touch with his JI brudders. Seriously, you don't think he's alone in Singapore, right?

The newspapers said that he was arrested for planning an act of major destruction with intent to cause fear on Singapore, so most likely he's back on that plan already. My guess is that he's in Malaysia or Indonesia, because they're like beckoning him back, with all the "Selamat Datang" posters and all... JI's more powerful than we think...

JI's brotherhood reach out far and wide, they even have a branch in Singapore. tsktsktsk.

Now, there's only one person we can count on. Shiyong.

Hear Ye, Hear Ye~

I have FINALLY decided to revive my blog, since i'm so bored doing nothing and staying at home. kudos to xiurong for this, she sorta reminded me that i actually HAVE one.

Besides reviving this blog, i also want to make sure that all my friends know that it exists, and not have any of them chancing upon this blog and going "ZOMG, you have a BLOG and i DIDN'T KNOW"

I actually wanted to delete my previous chain of emo posts that aren't really emo, but decided against it. they sort of represent and record down that portion of my life with the bad luck streak, so i want them to serve as a reminder, to tell me that i've been through worse stuff.

Up to this point, i have to confess i still miss my old blog, which lasted me for FOUR years before my kiasu-est cousin found its link. I had to delete that one because i complain alot about my parents, and i don't want them to get to see the posts after my cousin tells them about it ._.

First things firsts, LINKS. I lost all my links when i deleted the old one, therefore i lost links to almost EVERYONE, and that poses a threat towards MY EXTINCTION. Luckily no one seems to know about this new-but-not-so-new blog, so no one has shouted at me for not linking them yet.. I gotta find the links AS QUICK AS I CAN, so in the meantime, i'm gonna link to YOU

Yes, YOU

ALL YOU CHINGAY PEOPLE

AND NOT SO CHINGAY-ISH ONES TOO