Yes i know that,

you and i, my love,

if we were together,

we could rise above.

Just sit in silence,

take a look and listen,

outside your window,

as the world glistens.

Look at us now,

wandering in the dark,

with nowhere to go,

not as much as a spark.

look at this world,

spinning all around us,

giving us hope,

while the sun rises fast.

as the world awakens,

the light is chasing,

as all the darkness around,

start disappearing.

My love,

as i listen to your breathing,

it sounds just like the ocean,

its sounds just like the breeze.

inspired by the lyrics of Canto Della Terra by Andrea Bocelli

Happy chinese valentine's day.

food critic: RamenPlay

today, i had the worst tasting ramen i ever had in my life. it was so bad, that i didn't bother to finish the bowl, and you people who know me, should know that i always finish my food unless its really bad.

it was from this place called RamenPlay, located at B3 of somerset313, a joint venture from the people of BreadTalk and some jap restaurant. It says its a new hangout for ramen enthusiasts. yeah right, if i brough sxn and chance over, i bet they would tear the place down. yes, it's that bad.

the ramen were factory made noodles that looked and tasted like superthick wonton mee noodles. the soup was fish stock, yes, but it was seriously too salty. the meat slices were thin enough to actually become translucent, and all original flavor has been lost; all you taste is the taste of processed food.

i mean, come on, its backed up by a big company, and the prices are like what they charge at baikohken, so why can't they even meet ajisen level? i would seriously rather have ajisen compared to this, ajisen even has set meals.

one more thing is, on the drinks menu they had pepsi and pepsi twist. pepsi twist is like $2.50, but normal pepsi is $2.80. it's like, wth?! the only thing that was nice there was the ajitama, it was done just nice. that's all the good points i have to say. seriously.

if they want to survive longer than half a year, then they have alot of changing to do, else i doubt even the most average of local tastebuds will return there again.

boredom.

stayed at home today, so i had a lot of time to sort out my thoughts. took out my old clay flute to play, and realised i forgot the system, so i took a few hours off the day to re-establish myself and familiarize with it. LOL.

was supposed to go to the gym today, but after my sis said out loud that it was dangerous without a spotter, mom didn't let me go. it's like, come on, i'm not pumping serious iron, i'm just keeping myself fit=.=

wrote a couple of poems, should be posting them up in days to come, but i think their not really there yet, so abit of tweaking to do. seems that everytime the school holidays arrive, i become three times smarter, and think a whole lot quicker than compared to school time, where i'm usually stoning. if i were president, i would make everyday a holiday so i can think.

the underwater world person still hasn't replied, so i think that i have no more hope of clinching that facilitating job, so in the end, i still need one. hope i have something of more interest to do tomorrow, i hate rotting around with nothing to do.

today, went out for awhile, and went to watch percy jackson and the lightning thief cuz i wasn't feeling well enough to go vernon house for CNY visiting. i dunno, i just feel damn sian basically. other than that, nothing much.

found this website http://www.omg-facts.com. very very interesting. go read if you're bored, lol.

hope people that weren't feeling alright yesterday feel better today.

rainbow.

as i stepped on the pedal, it spun forcefully alive,

as though it could take flight, right up into the sky.

the arms that you wrapped, around me from behind,

seemed to be a little tighter than your usual bind.

i followed the riverbend right to it's tip.

i went through the gate that had a "no entry" sign which was flipped.

throwing down the bicycle, i looked up into the sky.

the vivid colors of imagination, it just stuck into my mind.

i tried to remember, how you smiled back then,

but without any luck, i just can't seem to recall them.

I remembered, from that day, the colors of the wind,

the times, and the dreams, they help the day begin.

we wanted to paint a tomorrow, perfect and with valour,

it seemed that we used too much of the pretty colors.

so let's paint tomorrow, hand in hand, once again.

using our broken dreams as the base of our paint.

as if the sad pages of our lives didn't exist.

we painted many colors over our unhappiness.

a page with so many colors, it'll never be white again.

but that's alright, with the coming of tomorrow, that's when we'll begin.

inspired by the lyrics of アオゾラペダル (Aurora Pedal) By Arashi.

image credits to Emindeath, deviantart.

DIDM soccer day.

went to school today for soccer with the DIDM people. chance was supposed to go together since, number 1, he's an honorary DIDM member, and number 2, he forfeited his promise of going to the gym this whole week with me, so he was supposed to go exercise. supposed to meet him at 11 at causeway, but he ended up staying at home cuz he only woke up at 2-3p.m.

it's been ages since i played soccer cuz i can't kick the ball and aim at the same time, and i'm lazy to run up and down, so usually i play as the goal keeper, and i think i do a pretty good job at it too. The sun was sweltering hot today, except for a few lengths of shade. i was wearing the subway shirt while playing cuz i don't want to wear cotton and get sweaty, and because the subway shirt has a sorta-V thingie because of the collar, i now have a V-shaped sunburn in the middle of my chest, like an Ultraman.

gordon brought his basketball, so when we weren't kicking the soccerball around we were shooting hoops, and i've become so lousy at basketball that i actually couldn't hit the board from the 3-point line in some shots. gosh.

after that, the most ridiculous thing happened. an old security lady came over and asked whether we were all from RP, and i said yes, we are all from RP, the same diploma. she kept repeating her question, asking whether i'm sure that everyone there was from RP. GODDAMMIT OF COURSE I'M SURE. lol. then she was like, did you know you need to book the court, and we didn't know, cuz out of the many times we played there, not once did we book it since it was always open and empty. worst part is, our basketball court is open to those in the hostel, and they play anytime they want. WE WERE RP STUDENTS BEING CHASED OUT OF RP FACILITIES. its like, what the hell luh. she then disappeared, and everyone was in a bad mood, then she suddenly came back and asked for our metric cards. what, she actually didn't believe that we were RP students. she's like one of the new guards luh, never seen her before, never talked to her before either. no one was in the mood to continue after that so we stopped.

sxn actually came all the way down from bedok to school just to give me the pay from yesterday's stuff-moving. then he went home, and the rest of us went home too. so now i'm like $50 bucks richer. Oh, and i think fifi fractured his big toe, cuz it was big ass swollen. a big toe fracture is like, pointless, cuz it's a fracture, so that's important, but it's on the big toe, which i don't think you use very much.

credits to xKeepYourSoulx, deviantart, for the picture.

went to move stuff today, from 124 pioneer road all the way to vivo. there's a new restaurant opening soon, lol.

the underwater world fella hasn't replied me yet. me sad.

spent the other half of the day at chance's place playing game with mao. was very distracted cuz worrying about people in general. then went to meet mao at chance's house downstairs that coffeeshop, and saw that mao's long hair was cut into NS style, damn funny.

nothing much other than that. i hope i don't need to worry anymore.

Today's internet is stupidly bitchy.

i applied for a job at the underwater world as a camp facilitator. i really really hope i get it, one day camp at $130 each, why not huh(: i'll be teaching kids about "Life in the Ocean", as well as organising treasure hunts, if i get the job.

In other news, i think i'm suffering from having split personalities. My normal self is like all emo now, except infront of certain people whom i don't wish the affect, while my drunk self is like, all crazy and angry at me. whoever drinks with me knows i can't take hard liquor, so today, since with the internet bitchy and all, i downed a whole bottle of glen's, and i got myself wasted, and i "slept" it off. when i woke up i found myself clutching a piece of paper with angry scribbles directed at me, apparently from myself.

well, at least my other self dares to say what i don't.

credits mungo23 of deviantart

updates.

yea, i've been feeling rather down lately because of recent events. i didn't even know that i could cry so much without suffering from dehydration, but anyways, what's done is done, there's nothing i can do about it. time to look forward i guess.

i'm getting really bored of rotting at home. it's always like that isn't it, when you're in school you can't wait for the hols, and when the hols come you can't wait for school again.

But this time, school will be different. My friends have mostly graduated.

goddammit now i'm feeling down again. school's not really any fun when you don't have your friends around.

anyways, now i need a job. something that is hopefully not an office job, but by the end of this week, i'll take anything. now i'm still choosing. that clarence said he would try and set me up as a tutor, but no news at all. ben gay took my number and said there's a filming job, but no news at all. zzz.

oh, and i've also decided to regain posting regularly on the blog, due to the fact that nothing is taking up my time now. most likely i'll blog about what happened in my life, be it interesting or not, since i guess this will be the only place that my friends (that bother) can actually keep track of what's happening in my life now.

i'm thinking of changing the blog layout, preferably something original, but if i'm lazy, i'll go download someone else's, lol. and i'm also thinking of changing the blog link, but that's alot of trouble actually.

well, we'll just have to see won't we.

it's time to let go, but somehow i just don't want to.

another twenty wishes - by sbaschen.

i wish, i wish, upon a star,
i wish to love you from afar.
i wish to stop this feeling of sorrow,
i wish to hold your hand tomorrow.
i wish that i could turn back time,
i wish that you would still be mine.
i wish that i could right my wrongs,
i wish that i could still be strong.
i wish for you on lonely nights,
i wish to be your shining knight.
i wish that i could still redeem,
i wish it wasn't just my dream.
i wish for things to be set straight,
i wish we still could go on dates.
i wish i could control our fates,
i wish we could become soul mates.
i wish that i could still be yours,
i wish to hold you as we soar.
i wish upon a star so bright,
i wish for things to be alright.

dedicated to steph.