whatever's left of me.

alright, updates

from the 12-14th sept, i was at a chalet, so didn't come online the whole time, cos mom didn't let me bring the laptop. i don;t really understand why i can't bring MY laptop which I paid for it with MY OWN money, but nevermind that.

met up with amy and jingwen at jessica's house on the 12th, to bring all the bbq stuff from there to the chalet. when we reached the chalet, played a few rounds of blackjack, then jingwen had to go off. waited for wanrong, lindsey and jessica all the way from 3 in the afternoon till ten at night.

didn't sleep at all in the first night, couldn't sleep, actually. walked around the place till i reached pasir ris community centre, and bought a pack of charcoal there and walked back to the chalet. it was around four then, and the rest were playing donkey, except for amy. played with them till everyone got tired, then slept.

second day we prepared for the bbq. woke up in the morning around ten and went to BK for breakfast. ian said he wanted to come early, and he reached around 2 in the afternoon. the time in between breakfast and him reaching we gambled, and i think i lost forty something then, within the two days. Ian came, and we gambled until four plus, five, then went to the arcade for awhile, then started the bbq.

it was supposed to be a CLASS bbq, but in the end, only 8 people turned up. okay, i understand that 13th was the first day of ramadan, can;t really blame rahil, farid and aini for not coming, and ryan was in malaysia, so he had no choice either. Before the whole chalet thing i asked around, and i got alot of "most probably"s, but in the end, EIGHT PEOPLE TURNED UP. E-I-G-H-T, out of, lets say, TWENTY. what happened? i don't know, and i don't really bother to find out either. every ten times i do something for the class, eight times i get ignored or taken for granted, the other two times i get blamed if something goes wrong. hey, AT LEAST I TRIED.

hongyee and joel were part of the eight, we had our CLASS bbq, then went inside to watch TV after creating a bonfire at the bbq pit. after the tv session, we gambled. alot. and now joel owes me forty bucks, so i guess i broke even. after that, jel went off, then ian and hongyee stayed overnight. couldn't sleep at night again, but i wasn;t the only one. walked around the place again, but this time towards the ocean, fell asleep on a bench there, with the sea breeze blowing. woke up and walked back to the chalet, and slept again. woke up when the chalet people called at nine thirty to remind us to return the key at 1030. woke everyone up, got ready and left. ate breakfast, and went home.

when i reached home, i slept. then i woke up at 7 30 to eat my dinner, then slept again, til this morning. woke up, went to suntec to take a look at the timberland sale. everything was more expensive compared to if i used my timberland member card, so went downstairs. remembered that i didn't eat breakfast, so went to food republic to get some.

okay, this is the part where i REALLY start to complain (hey, my life ain't perfect, 'kay?). i ordered two kaya and butter toasts, two half-boiled eggs, and a glass of iced milo. normally this would cost me 2-3 bucks at any coffee shop, but there it cost me A BOMB (literally, cos bombs are pretty cheap to make). FIVE-DOLLARS-FIFTY-CENTS, it cost me.

#$%^&*@!

i am not going back there again.

oh well, at least the day turned out fine. Finally got myself a pair of proper canvas shoes, then went off to work. work was relatively alright today, absolutely no cock-ups, and left early. good.